"All
my body needs is a little recalibration-to become once more
the
most sensitive and sophosticated instrument ever divised."
When I passed
the digital clock at the one-mile mark of The Asbury Park 10-K,
it read 10:45. I looked down at the heart monitor on my wrist
to check my pulse-140. I was on my target pace and at my target
pulse.
For
the first time in my life I was using a technological device in
a race. Pulse monitors use sensitive electrodes encased in a chestband
to pick up the heart's electrical impulses. Then, by telemetry,
the impulses are transmitted to a wrist receiver. I was relying
in this one to set my pace.
I
have never been a fan of technology. Although I agree with Spanish
philosopher Jose Ortega y Gasset that "the mission of technology
consists in releasing man for the task of being himself,"
I rarely think it does. I am computer-hostile. I still write my
columns by hand, using an ancient Royal typewriter only during
a spell of automatic writing.
Of
course, I have allowed some technology into my life. But, before
I do, I try to be certain that it will enrich my life rather than
impoverish it. That it will help me in the task of being myself
rather than in making that task more difficult.
Thus,
at first, I viewed the pulse monitor with suspicion. For more
than three decades of running, my basic principle has been "Listen
to your body." There should be no need for a biofeedback
device when the message can be heard quite clearly without it.
Lately,
however, my body has been telling me things I find difficult to
believe. Following its instruction in races, I would average about
11 minutes per mile. My speed had decreased 30 percent, even though
the effort felt the same to me. In the past, that pace would've
been a slow jog, but now it put me near the top of my perceived
exertion chart-very hard.
I
decided that a pulse monitor would give me scientific appraisal
of what my body was telling me. I had heard from several runners
more inclined than me to try something new that these monitors
were worthwhile. One told me that he no longer made the mistake
of running the first mile too fast. And that, by running an even
pace, he had moved up in his age-group. Another said he could
now estimate his pulse within a few beats without looking at the
watch.
I
rapidly made the same discovery at Asbury Park. Setting 140 as
my limit kept me from going too fast in the first mile mad scramble.
And after that, the watch and my body were in sync. Whenever my
body told me I was going too fast or too slow, the watch confirmed
it.
At
one point an elderly man passed me, and although we were clearly
bringing up the rear, my competitive juices started to flow. When
I tried to stay with him, both the watch and my body said it was
out of the question. I backed off and resumed my pace.
This
was mid-August so I took water at most of the water stations.
Initially this procedure made my pulse rise well over 150. Apparently,
maneuvering to get a cup of water and then drinking it on the
run is taxing. In time I began to walk through these stations,
drinking two cups of water and pouring one on my head. That kept
my pulse at the prescribed level.
Because
of the heart monitor, I ran my best possible race at Asbury Park.
Age and illness have taken the spring out of my stride, and I
have had to relearn how to communicate with my body. Fortunately,
the pulse monitor makes this simple. It teaches me how to interpret
the new signals coming from my legs and chest.
Ortega
was right; this particular technology releases me for the task
of being myself. And in time that new self will have no use for
it. All my body needs is a little recalibration-to become once
more the most sensitive and sophisticated instrument ever devised.
(1993)